Okay, so I showed my blog to one of my friends (I know, my identity is supposed to be secret!! but I lets it slip that I have a blog so) Anyway, it was one of my best guy friends Luke. He said “kool” when I asked him what he thought of it. Then, me being me, had to ask “what do you like about it??” and he said “I didn’t actually like it, I just didn’t want to hurt your feelings.” SO of course I said some choic words that weren’t so nice, then I said I was sorry and it was all okay. Because honestly, I don’t wake up every morning just to impress anyone but me. I never usually impress myself, I don’t really have good self esteem (or any at all…..), but I don’t care what anyone else thinks of me or my blog because it’s for me.
Yes I write for you guys, but this is mostly for me. I love to help people, and I love to vent without really telling anyone. I also love to write, That’s why I share my poems. (By the way he liked the poems at least 😀 ) Even if he didn’t I wouldn’t be mad at him, this is for me. This blog is me, putting myself out there, no hiding, no lies, no avoiding the truth, 100% me.
So I’m not mad at Luke, but it would feel nice to get this out……. @*%&.
Hey, even good girls get mad xD. Alright, thanks for listening,